My computer died.

Fuck.

And I may have no electricity in my new apartment.


Fuck.

Oh lulz.
I didn't want to make a post until I had some artsy things to post, but blaah

1) I HAS AN ACTUAL APARTMENTTOO. Which means I don't have to live with two complete strangers and I get to cook naked if I feel like it. Or something. THE BEST PART: MY RENT IS 350 e + ELECTRICITY YIPPEE I HAVE NO MONEY AND I HAVE TO TAKE A LOAN
2) ...Even though I have no money, I bought Phoenix Wright: AA and Guilty Gear X while I was seeing my family in Kuopio. B-BUT it's impossible to find PW:AA in Finland and well, I bought GGX because I have no fighting games. Those are good excuses, amirite? ;_;
3) I LOVE MY SCHOOL ♥ GEEKS ♥ GAME PROGRAMMING ♥ STUPID GEEK HUMOUR ♥ PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND MY SENSE OF HUMOR ♥ RL FRIENDS WHO LOVE ANIME/MANGA ♥ THIS IS MY HOOOOMEEEE
4) I'm really digging Kajaani right now
5) Although it's two hours away from Kuopio and I hate travelling on trains
6) HOLY SHIT MY STATS IN DEVART, WOAH
7) I need to start making that TB dating game. MAYBE I CAN GET ACADEMIC CREDITS FOR IT? I mean, I am technically studying game programming. I AM SUCH AN ACTIVE STUDENT ♥
8) I made a horrible mistake of watching all six episodes of Star Wars. Which caused this in return

( SeishirouSubaru = AnakinObi-wan, without a doubt )

I'll try to comment on things this week, when I'm not busy making stupid adult decisions and playing nerd at school. And trying to befriend people in my class (OH HI CLASS, WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE ARE 46 GUYS AND ONLY FOUR GIRLS??)

I MAY GET MY OWN APARTMENT. I HAVE LIVED A WEEK IN ONE OF THESE STUDENT APARTMENTS BUT IF I HAVE ANY LUCK I CAN RENT MY OWN APARTMENT. WHICH MEANS I DON'T HAVE TO SHARE MY KITCHEN AND BATHROOM WITH TWO PERFECT STRANGERS. I GET MY OWN KITCHEN, MY OWN BATHROOM, MY OWN ROOM, MY OWN MOTHERFUCKING YARD. I'LL BE A FUCKING ADULT.

PLEASE LET ME GET THAT APARTMENT.

PLEASSEEEEEEE

I'll try to make a more coherent and detailed post this week. BUT AN APARTMENT OF MY OWN?? RIGHT NEXT TO MY SCHOOL AND ALL THE SHOPS?? FUCK YES except that, uh, apartment = LOANS, fuck

Ahdfjklsdjfkdf I'm not dead. I have been meeting my friends and shopping and packing and going dkjfksdlfkldsfd because this moving to another city thing is killing meeeeee

Omg my internet is the size of my thumb

I haven't practised with the tablet much D: But holy shit, if THIS and THIS are the results of my three- and ten-minute sketches, this is gonna get so awesome. I can't wait until I finish all those, um, 14 sketches that are waiting to be inked and scanned ehhehehee

Gimme three weeks and I'll start commenting properly and doing active fandom stuff. Me so dead nu

TABLET: I FUCKING HAS IT.

It's Wankcom's Bamboo One A6. It cost me about 70 euros, so it better be good. I wanted to get a bigger one, but DUDE THOSE COST. A LOT. But so far, this has worked just fine and drawing isn't as difficult as I thought it would be on A6.

What a glorious day, I have waited for this for so long... ;_;

ANY TIPS/HINTS/ADVICE? I'LL TAKE ANYTHING, I'M STILL GOING "omg, what is dis i dun understaaand lol lol lol penis 8D"


...UH. Sorry for going hiatus so suddenly. Life has been cruel to me lately. WHAT DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO DO THINGS TO EARN MONEY AND LIVE?? I DON'T UNDERSTAND THESE ADULT THINGS ;_; Can't I get paid for watching porn?

I'll try to do some commenting at devart today or tomorrow, busybusybusy

Random thoughts-

I heard there's a new season of Slayers! Which meant that I downloaded all of Slayers on my computer and started having ridiculous marathons. Um. B-but Slayers was one of the first anime I ever watched. I had to do this. Oh god the nostalgy, it's been forever

Then I finally continued watching Utena.
The first arc - Yawn, boring. omg twins ♥
The Black Rose arc - HOLY SHIT AWESOME. ♥ ♥ ♥ One of the best things I have seen in a while. Also TWINS ♥ INCESTY twins ♥
The Akio arc - ...dude what :,,D Am I supposed to take this seriously? PIMP CARS AND HO'S. ALSO PIMPY TWINS. DUDE WHAT.
The last arc - haven't watched it yet
My favourite characters are totally the shadow girls. And twins. Oh yes, twins ♥ THIS SERIES NEEDS MORE HARCORE LESBIAN ACTION LIKE WOAH. FUCKING TEASE >:(

Speaking of pimp mobiles, I have seriously considered getting a driver's lisence just so I could name my car Seishirou and ram it into various Subarus. GET IT?? /old joke

Now I'm going to ignore Internet for a while, go have Slayers marathons and draw some ass-slapping penguins

LIFE. STOP KICKING ME.
Sorry I haven't been around D: Working 40 hours a week + waking up at 6 AM -> not getting enough sleep -> brain damage. Then whenever I have free time, I have to spend it doing adult stuff, like making sure I'm getting my apartment and place to study. Also! Buying furniture!
I have two flatmates GRRR. But my room is huuuugee, 22 square meters. All my friends are getting 15 square meters AHAHAHAHAAA. And I also have my own fridge in the room + a shared one with the flatmates. A FRIDGE OF MY OWN, GET IT??

Other stuff
1) I bought Elite Beat Agents :,,,D HOLY SHIT THIS GAME IS CRACK. I'm talking PW-crack. Holy holy shit
2) My deviations have been viewed 1100+ times, O SHI- I got at least 600 hits when I pimped the dating sim and the comic. Then I got tons of comments anadand- THANK YOU PEOPLE ;_;
3) I still haven't done anything for the actual TB dating sim. Whoops ♥ Busybusybusy


( 4) I drew a picture! Of Subaru! Try to fake your surprise! )

I had something important to say, but I forgot it

Degree Programme in Business Information Technology IS MY FUTURE, apparantly.
I didn't get into the university, which was very well expected, but OH HI, Kajaani University of Applied Sciences! OH HI GAME PROGRAMMING OHOHOHOHOHOOO

Yes, I said Kajaani.

Let me show you some pictures, baby

( WHAT DO YOU MEAN I'M A FUCKING ADULT WAAAH THXNOWAIBAIBAI )

Holy fuck, Persona 3 is seriously addicting. And really, really, really awesome looking. I NEVER KNEW SHOOTING YOUR OWN BRAINS OUT COULD BE SO SEXY. AND LOL, DATE SIM. JUMPEI ♥

Okay, so mom forced me to go buy a spring/fall jacket, because OMG BUY SOMETHING USEFUL NOT JUST STUPID VIDEO GAMES YOUNG LADY.
So, fine, I went.
Then I suddenly see khii!Axel sitting in front of McDonald's and go "WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS, I THINK I'M HALLUCINATING." Then while I'm browsing some clothes, two tiny lolita girls nearly bump into me and, again, I go "WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS, WHAT'S NEXT, THE PEDOBEAR??"
Apparantly there's Nekocon in town. I heard my big brother is the one arraging that. Wow.

Now I'm having an inner conflict about this. If I go there, I'll
a) have a panic-attack
b) turn into an elitist bitch and start beating up little fanbrats that read Death Note in Finnish oh gods. LOL, I actually thought about collecting DN in Finnish, because damn, Finnish is like the most awkward and ugliest language ever
c) spend all my hard-earned money on some stupid figurines D:
d) idk, meet the prince/princess-in-disguise of my dreams and be whisked away to the sunset?
e) all of above, good times

SHOULD I GO OR NOT?? CRISIS, NEVER BEEN TO A STUPID CON BEFORE ;_;

Also, I drooled after some hot, hot, hot trenchcoats, but DAMMIT, the only size they had was "stupid faggot assassin. I mean, uh Medium or Large". Why am I so tiny? :(

I'M ALIVE. KIND OF

Well, what do you know, six hours of sleep aren't enough for an eight-hour work day. The things you learn!
My coworkers actually talked to me today! I was pretty shocked. Then ten minutes later they noticed some flies in the room, grabbed huge stacks of paper and started chasing them while going "WHAT THE FUCK ARE THOSE, THAT DOES IT, THEY ARE DEAD" :,D I feel a deep connection here

Random TB things:
En/ett: I WONZ ON ONE OF THE CATEGORIES IN THE SHUT UP SUBARU CHALLENGE. O HAPPY DAY ;_; MY LIFE IS NOW WORTH LIVING I thought my entry was pretty lame, but on the other hand, ass-grabbing is my answer for everything. Or penis.
Två: SOMEONE SHOULD WRITE A TB/MOULIN ROUGE AU. Hokuto would make one seriously awesome Zidler
Tre: I think this game helps me understand Subaru a bit more
Fyra: I have been thinking about purchasing another copy of TB and replacing every 'sakura' with 'candy'. And 'sakurazukamori' with 'candy man'. INSTA-CHILD PORN, KACHING.

I bought Persona 3, even though my mom told me that "IF YOU SPEND YOUR WORK MONEY ON GAMES AGAIN, I'LL DISOWN Y- YOU ALREADY DID WHAT??". She doesn't understand meeee : (

LOOK WHAT MY WIFELING DREW FOR ME. LOOK. You're so awesome, I wish I could hump your leg or something ;_; MEBBE I'LL USE MY GHOST WANG??

( Talk about my job and random shit )

I finished Odin Sphere!
( Slight spoilers methinks, just general thoughts )

I have a lot of stuff to draw. I have a few comic ideas + the Shut Up Subaru contest. ALSO, tilderific asked me nicely if I could draw a pretty picture of SubSei wedding THREATENED TO CRUSH MY NONEXISTENT PENIS IF I DIDN'T SUBMIT TO HER NEEDS oh woe ;_; It's going to take a while, because I have no idea how far Hokuto would go with Subaru's precious ~~**wedding dress**~~


ALSO! Question! What kind of honorics did Lady Sumeragi use on Hokuto and Subaru when they were kids? -chan or -san? I needs this information

Heeeereeee you go, tilderific
I finished it on time! Kinda! I hope you don't mind me calling you Lexa, but typing "o' Great Bringer of SeiSub Goodies in Written Form" makes my fingers hurt : (
Now I need to start drawing my entry for the the amusing Subaru contest. Another wonderful excuse for some assgrabbing!

Anyway, I finished watching Life on Mars. OH GOD SO BRILLIANT ;_; I'M BUYING THIS SHIT ON DVD. BEST TV SHOW EVER. DISAGREE WITH ME AND I'LL STAB YOU. Now I need a LoM icon. Or wallpaper at least.
I think I'm crushing on John Simm, because I started downloding Doctor Who. I HEARD HE IS IN IT?? PLAYING SOME BADASS GUY?? I'M SO WATCHING THE WHOLE (NEW) SERIES JUST FOR THAT.

First day at work tomorrow, I hope I don't get fired ;_;

I GOT A JOB

I went to a job interview for the lulz yesterday, AND TODAY THEY CALLED ME THAT "OHHAY, WE HIRED YOU."

THE PAY IS INSANE. It's at least 1000 euros a month, but if I work hard, I can get 2000 e a month. WHICH IS MORE THAN MY FATHER EARNS IN HIS LONG-TERM JOB. And all I have to do is google things!

...Too bad I have to spend all my money on moving away to another city and living on my own >_> Dammit

THE SEISHIROUxSUBARU PARTS IN X/1999 for xiaa

PART 1 PART 2

I HOPE IT'S CONFUSING ENOUGH. And I'm not responsible for all the pain, trauma and AGONY volume 16 causes
If the files are too big for download, tell me and I'll divide them more.

IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS, FEEL FREE TO ASK. I can't guarantee that the answers will make any sort of sense, tho

ODIN SPHERE HAS TWINS

I LOVE THIS GAME.

TWINS MAKE ME ENDURE FURRIES, DIFFICULT BATTLES AND SAPPY ROMANCE.
YES YES YES.

I WANT TO PLAY AS GWENDOLYN. GIVE HER BACK TO ME DAMMIT D<

YOWZA.
Been playing games.

FINALLY finished PW:JFA. OH FRAN SO CUTE ♥ ♥ ♥ ;_; Adrian and Fran are so lesbians together, I wanna read some fic.
I need to get a job or something so I can buy the first game, because I like it better than JFA and I miss it so much :/
Now I wanna play Trials and Tribulations but lOL LOL LOL THEY HAVEN'T RELEASED IT IN EUROPE YET LOL LOL LOL AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL. STOP TURNING ME INTO A CRIMINAL, ASSHATS *takes out emolator*

Speaking of ass, I named my ship-thingy-whatever 'ASS HUMP' in Revenant Wings. I love it how excited Vaan is about it. Otherwise Revenant Wings has been... quite... interesting. The battle system is INSANELY FAST AND I CAN'T KEEP UP. IT IS A BIT DIFFICULT TO FOLLOW WHAT MY 20000+ CHARACTERS ARE DOING. WTF PENELO IS SUPPOSED TO BE KICKASS, NOT A WHINY HOUSEWIFE. AND WHO THE FUCK IS FILO. AND KYTES WASN'T A WIMPY MAGE IN FFXII, HE WAS A SLEAZY STREETKID. AND THAT CERTAIN CHARACTER IN THE EARLY CHAPTERS IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD. WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS.
Just gimme ~~**TWINS**~~ or at least Basch and I'll shut up.

Odin Sphere. MY GOD I LOVE GWENDOLYN'S DESIGN. And the game itself is so pretty. AND IT ALSO IS VERY GODDAMN DIFFICULT. I HAVE TO PLAY IT ON EASY. I NEVER PLAY ANYTHING ON EASY. GRAAAAH. But I'm starting to get addicted. Damn.

I drew things, can I get a cookie for this

( Edgeworth+Gumshoe, prompt: flowers, for Xiaa-aaaah )


( Kotori )

I HAS A NINTENDO DS. AND PW:JFA. AND FFXII:RW. I NO LONGER HAVE TO BE AN ILLEGAL ASSHOLE. OR AN ASSPIRATE. ARRRRR. I ALSO HAS A ODIN SPHERE.
Dude, the games for NDS are so TINY. I'm so going to drop and lose them one day. Woee
And lulz, my PW booklet is in Finnish and Swedish. I thought there was no way to make Edgeworth gayer, but DAMN, when he speaks Swedish in that tiny comic, a part of me dies a little :,D
AND MY NDS IS WHITE. I WANTED A BLACK ONE. BUT ALL I COULD FIND WAS A STUPID WHITE ONE D: I named my NDS 'homo naama', which is pretty much 'homo/gay face" in English. Now he/she/it can have James Bond moments! "My name is Face. Gay Face." This joke works better in Finnish, trust me

I have one of the entrance exams tomorrow and LOL LOL LOL I HAVE TO SPEND 6 HOURS ON A BUS. LOL LOL LOL. Thank god I bought Homo Naama

I gradshuated and got my yo-degree. Got 610 euros and steam iron. Wowza

Final results:
Finnish: Eximia cum laude approbatur
English: Eximia cum laude approbatur (FUCK U)
Advanced Math: Cum laude approbatur
Psychology: Laudatur
Biology: Cum laude approbatur (lol laziness)

And my grade average was around 8.6, which is ridiculously high, since I never did anything for them.

MY FEET HURT. AND I HAD TO WEAR THAT STUPID HAT ALL DAY. But nintendo ds~~ h-happy ;_;

20 WORD/CONCEPT EXPLANATIONS AND SIX ESSAYS IN FOUR HOURS. LOL SOCIOLOGY LOL LOL LOL :D :D :D
So much for the University of Kuopio. Oh well, I'll try psychology next year. If I fail at that, people's heads will start falling off.

One down, three more entrance exams to go. Thank god I don't need to study for them, so I can spend all my time playing video games. Life sure is sweet

THIS MAKES ME VERY HAPPY IN MY PANTS

I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SAY THIS AGAIN, BUT THANK YOU, CLAMP.